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As you can probably all read...my name is Mercedes, also known as Cedes, Mer~Mer, Or Me~Me, and I am 15 years young. And i am bisexual. When I tell you I love you, I mean it. That's honestly something that is said and thrown around way to often. Don't ever say someone is to young for love, you're wrong, if someone isn't to old then no-one is ever to young. I actually have the worst trust issues. I trust about 4 people and it took me almost forever to actually open up to them. I used to trust everyone like it was nothing, I was so blind convinced no one would ever do me wrong I only saw the goodness of things. That is reality set in and I saw what people were really like. I am scared to open up to people because I don't want to get hurt. My Family and Friends are the most important people in my life. Mostly my friends. They have gotten/are getting me through everything. I don't care what you have to say about them they are my friends for so many reasons just as there is probably so many reasons they aren't yours. Don't bother telling me to grow up. Because I know my immaturity, but I am mature when I need to be. So telling me to grow up gets you no where. It just wastes your breath and your time. I wish more people knew how to let loose and be immature because many people are to uptight. Many people get through life to stressed out. Take a step back and let your worries go. With every scowl, smile, laugh, dirty look, and rumor said to and/or about me I feel a sense of accomplishment because I know I've done something I know I'm remembered. I know I've made some sort of impact on your life. And that my friend I can say, that makes it worth living. I can also say I am one of the most hypocritical people you will ever meet. I tell people never to give up that someone out there loves them, that they have a reason to live, that they have a chance, and yet I almost loose it on a daily basis. But I guess that's one more reason I am who I am. I don't like people that act sweet to your face then totally go and back stab you. I should say I'm not like that because after a while people start to see past the fake smile and lies. Then once that's over you just have a lot of people that don't like you and don't trust you. I'm a rather blunt person if l do not like you, you will know. I don't judge people based on looks, it doesn't matter the size of your belt or the clothes that you wear. It only matters on what's on the inside. Who you are what you are. As long as you have a personality and don't prance around behind silly little trends then I like you already. Kindness is the best revenge while hatred is the worst after all, you are only giving them what they want. You're only adding fuel to the fire. This is to everyone that says something to and/or about me: I don't care what you have to say about me because honestly it's evident you don't have a life if your wasting your time talking about me. I'm seriously not that interesting. With every comment and rumor said about me that I hear, I smile. I smile because you're wasting your life on someone like me. I smile because you think people are going to hate me, which they might. But I honestly only care if John, Lauren, Vanessa, Ryan, Steven, or Alex hate me. And no matter what I don't think you could get them to hate me. So you know if you still want to talk about me, have fun. I'm me plain and simple, I will never change. No matter how short my hair gets or what colour it is. No matter what I wear or how my voice sounds. I will still be the same person inside. Unlike a lot of people I know who I am I know what makes me happy I know what motivates me. I know who I am. I never let other people's words affect me, I have never changed for the things other people say. You can all follow the media and try to look like models but eventually when you're older you'll look back and wonder what you were doing. I live my life to keep me happy. I am who I am no matter what is said or what is done and most importantly no matter what people think of me. I wouldn't change for anyone ever no matter what. If I listened to anyone at all and changed for them, I would not be where I am today at this very moment. I wouldn't be me. I cannot say I am exactly proud of who I am but I sure as hell not ashamed.

Favourite genre of music: Screamo, Alternative, Rock, Hardcore, Emo, And Others
Favourite style of art: Any
Personal Quote:"You cannot find freedom in death, only sorrow. Freedom is found only in living. Live another day. Keep walking your path, even if you may be covered in the mud that is life's sadness, it's illness. Life is testing you right now. You fail if you die. So win. Live."